moved!

see what i've become?
nth without you;
heart's all broken
left to pick up the pieces.

the weather was cold.
when you left me.
couldn't cry any tears.
cause they were frozen.

seeking compassion
but to no avail.
what had happened?
to the love i used to know?
had he sunk so low?

your eyes tell it all
all your misery
all you've been through.
without me

the door's always open
waiting for you to come
rays of hope shine in
another lonely day has begun

the wounds cease to heal
and i'm growing weaker
there's a scar on my heart
and your name's written all over

stop denying
stop avoiding
let your heart decide
which path to take.

whatever i do
my heart aches with pain
can't erase the memories
the ones we had together

don't leave
turn back
let the sun shine
and no more rain fall
let me take your pain away

title: let me take your pain away

i hate this layout.
damn i'm so fussy.
its like, one layout per week?!?
ew. ant!!!!

oh phew its dead.
:D
wad a relief.
i hate chen lao shi.
go n die la she. :)

i wouldn't mind paying $1000 fer front row seats to her death show.

that would be wicked swt.
:D

i'm going to change my guestbook layout to blac ltr.
juz found out it suits me more.
damn, i'm writing in the school library.
oh, my books are overdue
whoops.

what the fuck.
three guesses whie i'm angry?
small fry. small FRY. SMALL FRY.
she changed all our positions again and kept nagging.
i rather anges laugh till she were hoarse.
:l
well. fuck her to high heaven!!
:D

hmm.
guess i'm not that pissed anymore.
gbk is closed.
i apologise fer any inconveniences caused.
ha. ha. ha.
i'll put a deadly curse on small fry!
she will never get married, lose her job and eventually kill herself.
if she comes back to haunt mee...
i'll be glad.
i'm not afraid.
but i should be.

it was when time did not matter.
but you did.
i was standing here,
watching you die again
as your body became swirling dust
and your voice a rasped whisper
tears flowed down;
tears you couldn't wipe away
your touch was a slight breeze.
part of me will go with you.
you smiled, and left.

done my layout.
sowwie anges.
you haf to wait unti ltml.
stupid mum.
she's always lyk that

todae. my mum spent like $432 bucks on my clothing from esprit. and they were discounted!
wow.
i'm a big spender.

i'm so jealous.
of audrey's layout.
it just seems that gal has so much creativity up there.
so...
audrey!help mee. pretty please?
:P

nvm.
i knw you're busy. i'll find inspiration myself. :P
but..
wad???!?

yes.
i went shopping today!
totally exhilrating.
i bought : food, tape recorder, 7 lip glosses (became esprit member), 3 Cds...etc.
:D:D:D.
-tape recorder costed me $70.
stupid guy didn't have stock fer the $99 dollar one.
- wad a totaly complete idiot.

yes.
i love evanscence.
its like
their lyrics speak ta me.?!
not literally, duh.
:D

i luv it! :D

blinded by tears
can't see what's in front of me
i'm falling forever
hoping you'll catch me
suddenly dreams turns into reality;
i collapse into myself
why did you have this end?
why had you have to leave?
i'm so numb and lost without you;
i can't even b r e a t h e ;

title: i can't b r e a t h e ;

i'm falling.
i can't resist.
why is your stare so lethal?
its as though you sucked the life;
life out of me
your eyes are so entracing
so embracing
so tempting
that i can't look away
to break free
to jump back to reality
i can't fight it
i'm falling...

title: f alling

all that's left of yesterday;
doesn't matter no more
all that's been the past;
has seemed to be forgotten.
all that's left of a broken heart
is the shattered pieces.
all that's left of a memory;
is a nothing but a thought.
all that's left of me
has v a n i s h e d.

title:vanished